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what happens when i read only zen

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I I use a line that is dead and predetermined as long as I need a temporary guide along which to move. When I discover the pulse of my heart, I consider it; that is a mechanism and marker of my individual trajectory. I may modify its rhythm through appropriate exercises, when I feel it is necessary, without attempting to cut short nor implode its strikes. I can slow down my breathing when doing the things I love, so that my slower heart rate will allow the moment to feel longer.  If I permanently set my internal clock to the rhythm of dead and predetermined lines, I give little opportunity for my own autonomous motor to run its course. Some of my ideas may have the lifespan of a mouse and others might move more like a whale. A line that is dead and predetermined can arbitrarily scale the bodies of my ideas without considering the size of their hearts and the proportions needed to keep the right amount of blood flowing throughout their whole systems. The crown of branches growing fr...

mega sigil/i'm studious

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Sigils work because they stimulate the will to work subconsciously, bypassing the mind. The goal of the artists is to trap the art inside, so that it may fire actions in order to proceed with confidence in this life. Crying cleanses the eyes and summons assistance to infants. Laughter is the only tenable attitude in the universe believed to empower and protect what is contained within, including the necromancer from conjured demons. In a repeated text, artists were foretelling things to come as god was revealing in them. Without them, nothing was made that has been made. In them was life, and life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness but the darkness remains not vacuous, but alert, to allow the inspiration to manifest. The reification of a desire is possible through the autoerotic passerby. It is true that so long as I merely considered the ways of life of other men, I found little basis for mountains of excitation, and rarely climbed. As I took my last steps, the des...

a cultural end & little immanuel as sisyphus

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Please acknowledge that I wrote these in the fall of 2023 and many of my ideas have changed... however.. for whatever reason i am still sharing them incase they have the potential to be turned to gold. thank you... 1. On Bacon and Descartes: One Cultural End At the previous iteration of the foundation, which Rene Descartes and Francis Bacon were attempting to renovate, time and God were merely observable and rigidly influential on human beings. Cycles, and their inescapability, were recognized, even though some of their points of rotation were miscalculated; such as, the Earth being the center of the universe around which all other cosmic bodies revolved. As the direction of entropy, nature’s tendency to push forward towards chaos, was felt, God was assigned the role of a “clockmaker” , ascribing to Him human-made laws which included little flexibility for change, forcing generalities to fit specificities, conceiving time as a spiral going inwards, a plummeting approach towards a singu...